jueves, 18 de agosto de 2016

-Rise-

When, when the fire's at my feet again
And the vultures all start circling
They're whispering, "You're out of time"
But still I rise
This is no mistake, no accident
When you think the final nail is in
Think again
Don't be surprised
I will still rise

lunes, 15 de agosto de 2016

-Hold On For Your Life-

The night is blind. So hard to find the way back home.
Losing grip but it's worth the risk, to brave the cold 
No matter where you go, I'll find you

Hold on for your life. It can't be time. 
I won't say goodbye. 
Hold on for your life. It can't be time.
I won't say goodbye. 
Hold on, hold on for your life

The feel in me is pulling deep like an undertone.
But I will escape the hands of fate before it knows
No matter where you go, I'll find you.

miércoles, 22 de junio de 2016

-Gasoline-

Are you insane like me? Been in pain like me?
Bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me?
Just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me?
Would you use your water bill to dry the stain like me?

Are you high enough without the Mary Jane like me?
Do you tear yourself apart to entertain like me?
Do the people whisper 'bout you on the train like me?
Saying that you shouldn't waste your pretty face like me?

And all the people say,

"You can't wake up, this is not a dream,
You're part of a machine, you are not a human being,
With your face all made up, living on a screen,
Low on self esteem, so you run on gasoline."

I think there's a flaw in my code,
These voices won't leave me alone,

Well my heart is gold, and my hands are cold,

Are you deranged like me? Are you strange like me?
Lighting matches just to swallow up the flame like me?
Do you call yourself a fucking hurricane like me?
Pointing fingers cause you'll never take the blame like me?

-You are not a human being-

He said my eyes looked empty, as if my humanity had been taken away from me. I said nothing, but God... inside I was desperate to tell him that he was right. I was empty. I didn't look alive because I wasn't. Not really. I had died; with every betrayal, with every single nightmare, with every single night I had been fully awake, shivering, terrified of my own mind... All of that had, indeed, taken the human in me. I now was nothing but a stone cold, selfish, machine.

domingo, 29 de mayo de 2016

-Transformation-

And even when I wasn't expecting things to change, they did. 

What once felt like love was nothing but a cold touch I got used to. I felt myself burning the bridges, separating what I thought I wanted from what I knew I needed. 

I was nobody's princess, nor I aimed to be. I found a strong Queen in the mirror, for as she had been there all along, waiting to be born... and so she did. So I did.

-Raise The Dead-

Love don't break the light
Trying to find my way again
Grey stars on the rise
Navigate me on the mend
The clock moves out of time
Wading through the moments we left
I trip to feel alive
And die to forget

Lift me up and I feel lighter
I'm living in a dream
Wake me up if everything changes
And nothing's what it seems

Come raise the dead
I'm dreaming of the end
Hallucinate the tables are turning and life
Was everything you said
Come raise the dead
I'm leaning on the edge
Illuminate the way to my heart
It's twisting on a thread
Come raise the dead

Breath me back inside
I've been in the water too long
I soaked in all the cries
Until I was gone

martes, 3 de mayo de 2016

-Hurts like hell-

"Lo quise como a pocas personas; con la fuerza suficiente para consumirme. Como si fuese un incendio y cada llama me redujera a la nada misma, y amé cada llama que me convirtió en cenizas. Las películas, los olores, los sabores, los sonidos... todo me hablaba de él. Todo a mi alrededor me lo recordaba, rozando la locura. Sueños y pesadillas; y ese infinito hilo rojo, irrompible, contra todo océano y tempestad. Lágrima tras lágrima, acepté que estaba sola en ello. Y lo dejé ir. Tuve que hacerlo... porque él es agua y yo soy fuego. Él es hielo y yo una chispa; y por mucho que lo extrañe, no quiero apagarme..."

Things are not as easy as I'd want them to be; and it hurts like hell.

domingo, 1 de mayo de 2016

-Faded-

You were the shadow to my light
Did you feel us?
Another start
You fade away
Afraid our aim is out of sight
Wanna see us
Alive

Where are you now?
Was it all in my fantasy?
Where are you now?
Were you only imaginary?

Where are you now?
Atlantis
Under the sea
Where are you now?
Another dream
The monster's running wild inside of me
I'm faded
So lost, I'm faded

These shallow waters never met what I needed
I'm letting go a deeper dive
Eternal silence of the sea. 
I'm breathing alive

Where are you now?
Under the bright but faded lights
You've set my heart on fire
Where are you now?

I'm faded

miércoles, 27 de abril de 2016

-Reality bites-


Truth is... you can't change who you really are. It's in your nature. It doesn't matter if you are a monster or an angel, a sinner or a saint, deep inside, that's who you'll always be. There is no changing it. Yes, sure... Go ahead and deny it. Lie to yourself all you want. But, nothing can stay hidden for too long before someone else sees it.